well, im 20!!!!!!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!! things have been bitter sweet. I'm getting a free thrip to europe in June which kicks MAYJOR ass. But my depression is back. i went to theropy for two years and i finally thought i was getting better, but.......
i don't know whats wrong. Some times i fell.....Dead.
(If you've ever read or seen Prozac Nation you'll know this quote.)
"...'till one day you wake up afraid your going to live." thats how i feel. I started burning myself again. I did it at work this last time. i talked to Z, he was helpful, of course.
there is other person i talk to, he has the same name, he had a different way of dealing with me and my problem. (we'll call him Z2) He yelled at me and told me i was stupid for burning myself, i needed pro help, and Z should have told me the same. thier both right i guess, i don't know.....