THE BOXER
Could you teach me the innocence of a deep sleepWhen the sound of rain is soft and soporific on a roof made of metalAnd fills me with a lethargy of contentmentMy breathing is shallow and my heart beats gentle
Could I lie beside you completely stillParalyzed with longing and fearToo awed to dare to be myselfToo introverted and self-conscious to draw you near
Could the stars be never ending in a vast expanse of lost horizonCould a person think of someone else exclusively without exceptionWhy do you want to speak, you only get one chance to be a strangerTalk to me slowly with infinite patience, your touch is a truth serum on the tongue of a liar
Without me in your life, Picasso would still be beautifulAnd someone else would find all the wrong things to sayYou would melt on them like cotton candy, pink soft skin and hairAnd only in anger note the absence of my tender caress or sigh and wish that I was there

once there was a girl
who owned all the black keys in the world
and knew them all while she was dreaming
say the world is still that small
tell me i can have them all
all that she ever played

music is the space between the silence.





http://www.skywithstars.com/

i dumped G for Z and now theres J. How did that happen?

here is a silly quiz i took.




You're evil! Cold hearted! Very cruel! You were
the one who made the rings just so you could
trick nine stupid men into becoming your blind
slaves! You're a bad bad person, does that
make you feel better?

If You Received The One Ring, How Would It Affect You?
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i think i love drama! i got rid of G. Which is good!!!!!!!! However, i got tipsy last week. I was out with my Sis and friends. well, anyway, i was drinking, and i am a natural shy person. well, not exacly shy. reserved. anyway, so i was talking to one of my sis's friends, and we were talking about how when i drink im more talkative. well then thier like, " where's G?" and i responded, " at home? i din't know. We broke up." just then a big breeze blew by and i shivered. So they Wrapped thier arms around me. next thing i knew we were kissing. i mean it was cool. but i don't want ANOTHER relationship. i assumed they felt the same......
the other morning they were on the phone at my house and the person on the phone asked them where they was, and they said, "with my girl." my girl? since when?
Anyway, what im pissed about is that my sister made them promise we wouldn't have sex for two weeks, and they promised!!! i don't know who im more mad at! and i don't know what to do. i hate how she woun't just let me do my thing. Im not 14! what should i do?

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You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thing
ever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fat
ass of yours.

If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.

Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Your dating personality profile: Outgoing - You can liven up any party. You've got a way with people and have little difficulty charming your dates. Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile: Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw him out of his shell and get to know what he is all about. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Outgoing 2. Sensual 3. Adventurous 4. Funny 5. Liberal 6. Religious 7. Big-Hearted 8. Wealthy/Ambitious 9. Intellectual 10. Practical

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Shy 2. Funny 3. Religious 4. Practical 5. Conservative 6. Adventurous 7. Big-Hearted 8. Intellectual 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Traditional

Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions

hey, hear Z music at http://www.acidplanet.com/artist.asp?AID=346277&T=6512 tell him what u think and that i sent u.....

I am Mr Do.I am sedentary by nature, enjoying passive entertainment, eating when the mood takes me, and playing with my food. I try to avoid conflict, but when I'm angered, I can be a devil - if you force me to fight, I will crush you. With apples. What Video Game Character Are You?

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i've been retalking to Z again for a week. I think he likes me, and i know i like him..... were just doing this dance around it. As much asa i hate it, im afraid to admit my feelings. there is distance beteen us that we need to worry about.

Here is a pic. of me and my friends. (im the one grabbing my butt)

i was dating this really sweet guy but i couldn't stop thinkin' 'bout Z!!!! i started talking to z again and i get that samo ol' feeling! i miss him!

Z b-day is on the 25th of next month. Im going to have to save up BIG time to get him a gift! So much for getting my shoes! oh well, Z is more important. His 16th b-day, three years ago, it was SO cool! We totally suprised Z.! We Freaked out when he saw us! except stupid C. yelled Happy New year! Dumb Ass! then on the way home, Z went back with us for the night. Now first you've gotta understand that Z is my best friend! i love him So much! But ever since the end of the eighth grade, i've always had a thing for him! So on Saterday, we were all in the Van. In the very back was Me, than Z. and finally C. Z was reading my card i got him and we were kinda hunched over talking about it quietly, when C. was all like, " you guy should go out!" now C always says that so i just smiled. But he wasn't lookin' at me, we was lookin' at Z. " why don't you guys go out?" he asked. " the distance i guess, no, i donno." turning to me, Z asked " why don't we?' how do you answer that! so next thing i know ( actually twenty minutes later) we were going out! it only lasted about a month and we stayed friends. I love him SO much!!!!